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Left or Right?

Dunnoe... Everything's filled with dunnoes... Why? Cuz i din have the courage to find out. Not even that little ounce of it. Hum Ji... Does she actually like me even that bit? Will she even consider accepting me when she's ready? Am i at any point attractive to her in anyway? Is there a chance for me? Should i go all out for her? Or should i juz give up right here right now?

Real confused... Life will be so much easier without me... I feel like a burden now... Like not productive at all... Then is like no girls will like.... Then cause unnecessary troubles... Useless... Den eat so much also... Waste food...

Decided liaoZ... Now cutting down on food intake... Waste less... Actually today i juz had 1 meal. KekeX! Cost $4.10 nia... Ok lar... That one meal is a lot... KekeX! Oh yar... I know she's not reading this blog, cuz i nv tell her this URL... But juz wanna say sorrie to her... I lied to her saying that i had my lunch before i went out from home. She believed... But i think she suspected i lied...

Missing her badly... Today she treated me like.... erm... a casual fren... She kept sticking to Diana. Felt a bit left out... But dunnoe what kept me sticking to her...

posted by Vin™ @ 2:10 am