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Going Home from Work...

This is the point... When i'll feel most sian.... Cuz usually i'll be alone... Then no one to talk to... and nothing to keep occupied thru the journey. And if anyone actually knows, my brain is the most active at night (under normal circumstances). Thus, my creative brain cells start to excercise and i'll... U know what i'll do.. Dun think wai wai lar.... Juz that i'll think of lotsa stuff... Yar...

Juz now i was wondering how come almost all the times, i care for other pple more then they care for me? Dunnoe why.... Am i really meant to be a giver? I juz wanna give... Not that i have to... It's more of like i feel like giving then give... And i know many pple take me for granted... Like the way i took some of my frens for granted... Will i change one day? Possibly... but possibly not... It's all up to fate...

Usually when i decide to give and treat someone nice, there will be 2 main kinds of reaction i'll get.
1) The person will accept and acknowledge.
2) The person will get suspicious and keep a distance.
HaiZ.... Usually i meet pple in the 2nd category... And they happen to be guys in majority... Dunnoe why... This is why i seem to treat girls nicer... Then pple say i flirt... HaiZ.... Then in turn, i really do feel like a flirt too... What to do? I haven't a clue...

I wish i have more frens of the 1st category... like Bobbie... =) Okok... Call him Bob instead... Bobbie sounds like a dog.... KekeX!

posted by Vin™ @ 1:28 am