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Holiday

Actually holidays started since Saturday... HaiZ... SianX.... Kept thinking of her... Why?!! Can't she get out of my mind? Or shud i phrase it this way... Can't i get her out of my mind!!?? I think the 2nd one better, cuz this is my responsibility, my fault and i'm the cause... Yar... So yupZ. Feeling very empty now...

Sunday's a working day... Full day working... HaiZ.... Really sold my time. LoL! Today actually not whole day work too... But... Woke up at 2pm so yar... Can count. LoL!

Dad helped me find a job in URS liaoZ... Going to start work next week. Should be stationed in Orchard. HmmX... Quiting Swensen's by this Friday. Dunnoe how to tell the managers... HaiZ... Diff. task. They treat me so nice...

Going to try out Bob's idea. Juz let it be... Dun care... talk to her as usual... but dun try feel anymore for her... thought he says that the feelings wun fade this way. HaiZ... Very likely will see her on Sunday, but all the way to Sun, I think she'll be seeing Leon a lot... Dunnoe why... Juz getting jealous. No! Cannot... I shud be happy as long as she is... =) Wonder how's she... really having the urge to sms or even call. She hasn't been online all this while... Dunnoe why. Wish she's alright.

posted by Vin™ @ 3:17 am